「黃家駒 Wong Ka Kui」(old account, migrated to Piefed)

Permanently migrating to Piefed because sh.itjust.works has too much federation issues… (apparantly: sh.itjust.works = sh.it doesn’t really.work 😕)

Current Main Account: @WongKaKui@piefed.ca

Other Alt: @WongKaKui@piefed.social

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  • Mom: “I grew up with nothing, your grandparents didn’t give us anything, yet look at how much I’ve built [they have like a few hundred thousand to possibly 1 mill USD in assets], why can’t you do the same?”

    And funny thing is she also admitted that luck is part of the equation, but then still shamed us anyways…

    Like she often points to my cousin around my age that apprantly is doing some bussiness stuff overseas and made millions in profits…

    And like

    Oh this is funny:

    “Look at NYC! An IMMIGRANT BECAME MAYOR! [she’s talking about Mamdani] You came here at 8 years old, why can’t you be just like him?”

    😭

    Idk mom, Mamdani’s mom seems nicer than you… maybe that’s why… lmfao








  • I think I spent most of my non-school times at home lol.

    I was born in 2002

    When I was in China, we mostly just stayed locked at home because parents are at work all the time (beside going to school)

    When we move to the US, I was put in afterschool programs when I suffered what amounted to psychological torture (I mean I was basically in a foreign country and didn’t even get time to “recharge my social battery”), and I never had the eslf esteem to really make friends with English-only kids for those the first few years of my life here.

    So that inertia just stayed… I just got used to not “going outaide” it just been how my life is…

    I mean sometimes I did outside… but I’ve almost always been acompanies by parents

    Not surprisintly never had much real friends, never made any deeper connections beyong just talking in school…

    Immigrant parenra really just either have no time or is terrified of CPS…

    So yea I have fear of the outside world basically…






  • The most confusing thing for me is I have memories of cuddling with mom and also memories of her yelling at me, and I feel like I randomly shift between two different universes.

    Its like when I’m in the good moment, my brain temporarily forgets about the trauma… then when the bad moments come, I wonder if the good memories are even real or have I been daydreaming/hallucinating all this time.

    I have intrusive thoughts all the time.

    I imagine being like 8 years old and in my parents bed cuddling…

    then the next scene is when I try to sleep in my room for some “timeout” cuz my energy is drained and I want some alone time, then I have this thought of like… What if my mom stabs me to death while I’m asleep

    The juxtapostion of these two scenes is very weird… creates a very weird feeling within me…

    both feeling very emotionally attached… and the simultaneous feeling of dread… of fear…

    like y’all ever watched Rick and Morty… like it feel like that type of “vibe” of backstabbing…